if i know, if i must

if i could change myself i'd rather to choose the best that i am

i can be an actor , a doctor ar anything else i can

for me to leave this life just like a hell

and be a man who i want to be no one can tell

i know i can't be what i like

i know i need to be a man somebody like

i know someone want me to be the person they like

not knowing i can be what i am the person they will trully like

hey, what the hek i'm thinking

i must be happy and cheering for what i am doing

i must not let down by any persecution

because i am a man of belief and determination

i was born with a family with acceptance

even they know i can't reach any abundance

they love me and holding me without any hesitation

because they  believe in my every actions

i don't need to be somebody or any person in this society

 because i am what i am in this life living hopefully

that somehow , somewhere i can leave legacy

even from nothing even from hardship i live successfully

i'm proud to be a teacher, a vocation God sets me

i'm proud to pe handicap because it shows me how to be what to be

God is great because he not let me to normal

for He knows i can do great things like those normal

i'm thankful , i'm glad because even my like this i can me real man

GOd let me see and feel my importance as hid son and man

He gave me someone who i can really love

and a family who i can really trust

i glad to have my students

i glad to have them as my treasures

treasures until the end of time

because they are my gems that never fade around

so why should i want to someone

why should i want to be famous  man

why should i like to leave this hell? 

because its not hell, it a heaven here on earth

i have you, i have God

i have my family, my friends around

i have my students, my co workers

who give me heaven in this earth

we all want to be someone

we all want to escaped our own lives

but then we realize that somewhat

life is not perfect but it always makes sense